Freedom.. what does that exactly mean?
It means that you can do or say what you want right..
Where is my freedom than?
I mean.. everything what I say hurts someone, or it is bad.
Everything what I do is not good enough, or bad.
I don't know what I can say or do anymore.
I mean, where is my freedom?
People say this, people say that..
Why can't we just look to ourselves and choose for the things that YOU want,
and not what other people wants, or think or whatever..
Why can they say, yes do it if you want it without they say 'and then, what do you want that we tell other people?'
I mean.. who cares? If everyone just can do the things that they want..,
than what is the problem?
Let people live their own life without to talk about them,
I really get tired of people like that.
Just shut up and talk about your own life.
Days coming closer, time is running.
Everyday is a day that I get confused.
Everyday I just regret some things that I have done.
Just because I know that other people that I love don't like my choices.
But the choices that I make, they show who I am right?
Why can't I show who I am, why does I always have to think of other them feelings.
And no I don't mean it on a bad way.. but yeah, nevermind.
Every day, it is just like I am wasting them.
Wasting them on nothing.
Everyday it's like that I live in prison.
In prison with rules.
Not my own rules.
Not the rules that I like.
I just want to go out of this prison,
and live the life like never before.
I want to open these handcuffs.
I want to open my wings,
I want to fly over the sea, cause I really love the sea with his waves.
The sea is open and big.
You can get lost in the big ocean,
but if you open your eyes, and look on what's living in the ocean..
You will like it.
All these fishes, al these little and big animals/things that live under the water.
They live big, free, and beautiful.
It feels like that I am locked in this prison, and the key is lost.
This feels like I'm in some kind of prison, and I wanna be free.